Hey You.
I don't really know who I'm talking to. I haven't done this in a while, so excuse me if I'm a bit rusty. Sometimes I don't know what the point is; does anyone even read this stuff? How does this even work?
It's been a while since I've written anything at all actually. Sometimes I feel like it's been a while since I've been myself. Other times I wonder if I ever was. I used to write a lot, even if just for myself. It's easy to feel discouraged and burnt out when trying to create. But there is and always will be a part of me that is willing and able to do so. I told myself I'd start writing again, but of course I've said this before.
It's difficult to be a creative producer because self motivation is a must. I have the creativity for sure, but how can I be motivated to create when I can't even be motivated to take myself to the doctor, or even talk to my friends?
I think the answer is passion. Passion fuels motivation, even for a negative, even depressed, mentality. Or so I hope. Passion is the only thing that keeps me going, and I think that at the end of the day, it'll be the thing that saves me.
I think I'm going to scratch the idea of fashion blogging. Of course I'll never stop having photoshoots with my tripod, trying to get my Instagram following up, and maybe even occasionally post fashion related things here. But I think above all else, I want to tell stories. Scratch that. I want to tell my story. I love to write. And I have a lot to say. So I'll write you soon. I hope.
